Tuesday, November 01, 2005
i'm bascially spending quite a great deal of time at home.
i mean compare to the past.
my computer operate almost 12 hours a day.
and i'll just sit infront and stare blankly at it.
why? i really dont know...
play some basketball today. few rounds around the court, and i'm panting like mad.
my stamina is deterioating. oh yes i'm really fat now and i have difficulty doing push up.
whatever it is, i'm gonna train back. i will and i can. well, i hope.
i tried to do some studying. wasnt much, but i guess that is the best i can go.
supper at jackson was simply fantastic. eat till i drop. lol.
rush home to watch the oc.
haha to me it is a must watch. i stress again MUST watch.
all that i'm yearning for was a kiss on my cheek and a simple hug.
to tell me that everything is alright.
to show that i'm being appreciated.
but thats all bygone.
we seperated at the crossroad.
and though we did try to run back.
i knew i couldnt.
i wanted the sweet moment back, but i know it comes with the ugly times.
we use to try to exchange everything for just that little amount of time.
but where did it lead us?
i harp on the past too much that i cant forget the bad times as well.
again i'm still standing here alone, stupidly waiting for the kiss and hug.
3:23 AM |
`myself//only me//i//eunice::signs off::(: