Sunday, September 11, 2005
so i guess my bad luck continued from yesterday.
i sold nothing today. yes. i know yunfan is laughing.
well today is fuck up. fuck FucK FUCK!
my world is shattered. but i swear i'll build it up again.
i thanks those who encourage me to score well. i sincerely appreciate it.
i wont let stupid decison to destroy my life again.
putting totally wrong thing as my priority.
and letting her make a decision before the day of my exam,
to destroy all the hopes other pin on me.
thats why i say i'm such an ass. i let down those who have real faith in me.
all i hoping of is that i still has time to turn back.
ken told me something that i just had to believe.
"your mother is the only women that wont harm you, the rest are all liars."
and i dissapointed my mother the most.
its time to fix back the puzzles.
1:07 AM |
`myself//only me//i//eunice::signs off::(: