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SURFING UNDER THE SUNSET SKIES
Thursday, September 30, 2004

hEy lEyna...i am blogging...and it is reali me! lolx... prelim result is goin to be out...i din expect anything much... guess i'll jux haf to buck up... i must go thru it... and i will, i swear i will.

ya is like shit this few days. ya guess u people can see larhx...haha my relationship reali rox... i know u guys might laugh and poke fun of what i blog...haha but who carex...i reali want her to know....

it hasnt been gd since the day we started... but wateva it is, i know u are reading it rite...
i reali duno wat to do...reali... no, is not ur fault. i'm not trying to say u are to blame...i mean love is not 1 way... wateva it is happening now reflect not only on you but the both of us... yea i'll try and i'll keep on trying but i'm afraid that it jux leads to nth...i believe in happily ever after, do u?
i duno y...but it's seems to be u are tryin so hard to let go and i am like clinching on so stubbornly, y did u tot of letting go, do u know it kind of hurt me? if i could turn back the time.. i reali would, to ur 2003 bdae, to the zoo, to the christmas, to the chinese new year, to the playground...y cant we jux be like way we use to be...sending u home maybe a chore, but it reali is the best part of my day. wheres the faith that we haf been toking abt...hows the plan tat we make coming along? wateva it is.. i wanna know how ya feel, if u think that going seperate ways would be better...i'll let go...no matter how reluctant i am...no matter how important u meant...i will...

i may act like i dont care about you, walk pass like we are strangers but at the end of it...
i'm still a guy, standing infront of a girl, asking her to love him.

p.s. call me kaex?


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